For years, I prayed the same prayer. A pleading-kind-of-prayer.
I prayed that when the last day of my husbands life on this earth arrived, it would come easy. He had endured much living a life with Multiple Sclerosis and I asked God to please give him a painless rescue on that day....whenever that day would be. I prayed this same prayer for years.
And I had no idea on this very day a year ago....that He would answer that prayer in less than 48 hours. He placed a fishing rod in Chuck's hand on Sunday & woke him to Eternity on Monday.
So what will it be like at that moment when we take our last breath here? If we trust and believe in Christ, we have nothing to fear; we are PROMISED that moment will be beyond anything we can describe or imagine. While I was talking to God in my favorite chair in the living room that Monday morning, Chuck's angels were waking him and preparing him to head Home...unbeknownst to me. I like to “imagine” the same angels God had placed next to him at his birth, were the same angels who whispered in his ear that morning and said, “Wake up, Chuck...it’s time....it’s the day you’ve waited your whole life for.”
Our years here on earth are but a millisecond in time compared to Eternity. If we don’t get it right here, we won’t get it right there. Read that line again....it’s the most important line you’ll read today.
I have cried buckets of tears over this past year....just like everyone today who is celebrating & remembering the life of their loved one. But many of those tears that have leaked out of my eyes this year have been tears of Joy that my prayers were answered for this man I deeply loved and was fortunate enough to have lived life with. Yes, I miss the practical jokes...I miss listening for the two words, “I’m OKAY” as I hear the sound of his wheelchair crash into a door frame on the other side of the house....and I miss holding and tracing the lines in his hand with my fingertips during church. But I know that Jesus called Chuck home because He had a better life to give him. And I know someday, Jesus's prayer for us to be with Him will overrule our prayer for a prolonged life on earth.
May God increase our "desire' to...."depart and be with Christ, for that is far better." Philippians 1:23
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